It is crazy how unmotivated I have been lately. Stopped working out for about a month, allowing work drain me and most of all everything has been boring or uninteresting. This wasn’t the promise I made to myself in the beginning of the year. Yikes !!! The last three weeks has been depressing from the way I usually felt. “OMG !!! Chris is always all bubbly, this can’t be her writing this”, some will say, but believe me I felt exactly that way.
One morning, straight out of the shower, all naked, I stood in front of the mirror as I was getting ready to dress up for work. My frown gradually turned into a loud laughter, as I watched how my body was slowly transforming into someone else’s; my 4 packs had gone into hiding, my inner thighs were beginning to rub at each other! This made me laugh out so hard realizing, that even if I cried it wouldn’t change a thing. I thought of how much I let my mind get drained with negative feelings and not the positive.
The mind is powerful they say and what you tell yourself everyday will either make you better or break you down. Still standing naked and all whole like fresh bread, I whispered to myself , “ Girl you are beautiful and no amount of negative energy can stop your groove “, as a Christian I always have to seal all positive comments with Faith and “…IN JESUS NAME” followed by an Amen! Say Amen to that !
Its been only 4 days of detox , prayers, positive thoughts and self affirmation theories and I think I can feel my groove coming through, You should try that too anytime you begin to feel down. It does work. OK lovies, stay healthy and Stay Fly. Share with someone.
TROUSERS: ZAHRA ( GIFT BY DADDY)
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